To say that my anxiety has been at a high-level these last several weeks would be an understatement. With each daily news report, each sad statistic that’s broadcasted, I am shaken to the core. I fear for my husband, Dad, siblings, children and grandchildren. My niece is a nurse and my nephew is a paramedic; they are in the front line of this pandemic.
Our normal routines are off...no work, no school, no family gatherings and most disturbing to me, not being able to worship with the faith community I love. It’s so strange, no fellowship after mass, no meetings, none of the things we’ve taken for granted all these years.
The thing that has given me the most comfort during this scary time is my faith. Just knowing that Jesus walks with me every day, every minute calms my soul. I have opened my Bible to the Psalms and find such comfort there. Psalms 23:4, 27:1, 34:4, 56:3-4, 94:19, 115:11 all remind us to be calm and trust in Him.
This Easter will be one that none of us could have ever imagined. Not spending the Tridium in our church this year is going to be so sad. We endure because we know that our Lord will be with us, especially as we struggle through these uncertain times with anxious hearts. Faith overcomes our fears, always has and always will. If you’re looking for me I will be on my knees thanking the One who gives me peace.